i did it!

i signed up at weight watchers online again; i had an email coupon that would wave the $29.95 signup fee. i signed up for the 3 month option since it ended up being a dollar a week cheaper than just doing the one month. (now i just have to sell enough to pay off the charge on the credit card lol).

i'm nervous. i'm afraid i'm going to fail again, but i also know that not doing anything is worse than trying and failing, if that makes sense.

i want to look and feel good about myself. i know that as long as i look like this i will never have the confidence to leave my unhealthy marriage.